Closure

Dear D.H,

A year is a long time...at least to realize a few simple things that I should had realized since the begining, starting with the fact that I couldn't had fell for you. A beautiful smile was all it took, a glance of the passion for your art came next, then the eyes, the hair, the mind, the voice, the dreams... I fell in love, dreamed with you, kissed you, promissed you...but then I realized. I realized like if a bulb had lighted up in the darkest of the rooms: we belong to different worlds. You have the luxury, the women, the parties, the money, the world at your feet... Me? I'm just...well, me! Since the minute I saw you, i thought to myself "That boy will bring me some trouble!" And damn, was I right?! Stop haunting me, stop making me love you! I have a life that I'm learning to live and adapt, I have people that love me, that I could retribute with so much more of me, but I can't, I can't because the piece of my heart you took is dead and dry, only being wet by tears and haunted by nightmares. Hopefully, I'll get some closure from loving you...hopefully...