Done

I'm so tired of everything...exhausted, dead!!! In every single way!
I want to disapear from here, get lost, be locked up so I don't hurt anyone and nobody hurts me!!!
Just kill me at once, would ypu please??
I don't even know what to write to express my frustration, I'm tired of crying, but yet, it's all I can do.
I used to think that I was a wall, tall and rigid, that nothing would pass me by and that I could control my emotions like no one did! I was so fucking wrong...
I just want to die, because living like this it's not life!
I try to make the best to everyone and all I get in the end is this, this feeling that eats me alive, that fisicaly keeps me from breathing right!
I am done, I'm done of all this!!
DONE!!!