Done

I'm so tired of everything...exhausted, dead!!! In every single way!
I want to disapear from here, get lost, be locked up so I don't hurt anyone and nobody hurts me!!!
Just kill me at once, would ypu please??
I don't even know what to write to express my frustration, I'm tired of crying, but yet, it's all I can do.
I used to think that I was a wall, tall and rigid, that nothing would pass me by and that I could control my emotions like no one did! I was so fucking wrong...
I just want to die, because living like this it's not life!
I try to make the best to everyone and all I get in the end is this, this feeling that eats me alive, that fisicaly keeps me from breathing right!
I am done, I'm done of all this!!
DONE!!!

Happy B-Day to me...

It's increadible how much you care about people, how much you do to make them happy and to be allways there to them, and when you need them and want them by your side, everyone allways have better things to do and better places to be...
So in that case, tomorrow, in my birthday, it will only be just an ordinary day and all I want is to sleep the entire day so it's over fast...